Dreams

Assalamualaikum! 

well ok so we met again :) this is gona be kinda regular I guess, well atleast for the next 10 weeks! teehee! since IT IS part of our assignment criteria. Its so relax, its fun! as compared to the other module Im taking right now, a research paper that consist of floorplans and many other floorplans that cost us aboutr 70%, seriously. Im just about to tear my hair out. 

so bear with me. nevertheless, lets end the boring talk about school

oke so dreams. people say

-  dreams are just part of what the syaitans play with when you are sleeping.

-  dreams probably is the effect of the LAST thing you thought about or it is probably something that is at the back of your mind but you just dont realise it. 

- according to some people who say "according to Islam" (dont ask for the Hadith since relatively I dont even know if it is true), oke that whatever you dream of ESPECIALLY the people you meet inside, its because your spirit (roh) has been written to meet. 

- and lastly some says, a dream is actually something your heart desires. sounds familiar? lol that is from Cinderella. or maybe I just made that up. lol oke whatever. 

so anyway back to dreams. its just weird isnt it. I dont actually find any of that up there true. many a times i dreamt of things that REALLY happen two years later. *shudders* and most other times, I dreamt about this strangly large epicly weird combinations of many different buildings and experiences all clumped together in a horrific way of what you may say "Zombieland". At times though, I feel that those dreams are even scarier to get trapped in compared to having your neck ripped off by some maniacs teeth. 

oh. but the most latest horrifying one I had?

.... somebody came in to ask a hand in marriage. 

I just got trolled in my own mind and dreams. *pats back* 

Oke seriously. in the dream itself. I freaked out. I have no idea who in the world is that guy. Nor do I have the fathomest idea how is it that I dreamt up of that face. Not that I can remember now; I wish I could. Probably I'll jump on him in the streets or something and screamed in his face "WHO ARE YOU?" 

nah just kidding. so anyway. i freaked out so much in the dream that I started to feel nauseous. in my dreams, my heart thumped so wildly I thought I was having a heart attack. and behold. I felt so sick that I was woken up from that dreadful dream because I thought I was really going to vomit, no kidding -__- 

so how we met. it was at this some kind of gathering. most probably some kind of family gathering because my parents were there. so. he was a friend of a friend of my cousin or something idk what. and when we met, he simply stares. and just stares. and then he kinda followed me around (thank God NOT in a creepy way) but then suddenly he asked people for my dad. 

AND HE ASKED MY DAD DIRECTLY FOR MY HAND LIKE WHUUUUUUUT AND HE SAY THAT HE FEELS IT IS JUST REPECT AND THAT HE KNOWS WE JUST MET BUT HE KNOWS I CAN LIVE HAPPILY WITH HIM AND THAT HE SAID HE HAS NO DAD SO HE WILL ASK HIS MUM TO COME OVER TO MY HOUSE TO DISCUSS ON A FRI NIGHT. 

and I is invisible, yes? no one asked my opinion on the marriage. LOL 

*shuddershudders*

so there you go. which part of the heart desires is that?

maybe again. its because marriage has been on my mind lately since almost like everyone around me is committed and planning for marriage, idk. sadded. someone, enlighten me.

nono. Dont get me wrong. I DO WANT to get married, someday. In Shaa Allah. 
but with warning, please and thank you

oke.
well then

إلى اللقاء

(till we meet again)