I miss seeing the world. I miss walking around, just watching people, get caught up with moments, laughing with strangers, holding conversations with peiple I just met, smiling over peoples silliness or happiness, realising, seeing and helping those who are really in need. I miss walking slowly by the streets, breathing in air, enjoying the sun, freeing my mind, be off struggles and worries. I miss sitting down at a cafe with my girlfriends, or simply anywhere, talking about our lives, watching the world goes by, about the dreams we had, the crushes we've forgotten, the past that hurts, laughing ar oursekves silly for being sad, soaking in the warm sun with reminiscing and still making happy memories. I miss hustling and bustling in the city, trying to catch a movie, or queueing up for popular food, accompanying my friends for sales, dodging expertly from strangers in crowds, hear the buzzings of conversations and the honking of the busy streets. I miss sleeping in late because I was watching a movie, or catching up a drama, not having to worry to wake up early, to spend time all by myself, to not care so much about spending time with others BECAUSE you did spend time with them already. I miss looking up and the sky and watching the clouds go by, appreciating nature, hearing birds chirp, enjoying the breeze with warm and calm relaxation waves over me.... and abling to capture all of it 

its sad. Ive grown up